Here we go folks. One week to five. I know I am suppose to be living in the day, relishing my moments, but oh this one is trying. I have never really had thoughts running at me like ninety. Some good. Some bad, but all welcome, because it is growth.
I been trying to tie pieces up too lately. I made a couple deep amends, that I dont know how they are accepted, nor will I follow them down to find out. One does not make amends to hurt, one makes them to cleanse, and if i am bringing hurt, then it aint an amends. The letters were sent. Thats all I need to know.
I got some not so good news about my mom, but why fall off the deep end. I am simply not in charge of nothing. Its all test of my faith. If I have faith, then why worry. All will be as it should.
Now, I am sitting here listening to tunes that i use to drink to in the first house i owned, and it’s just surreal. I have come pretty damn far in a short period of time. Miigwetch to all who have help bring me here.
In this moment, I relax, and take in the beauty surrounding me, and I breath. Remember to breath, and one day after another…boom it happens…I am just so blessed.