I have been blessed. I am completely unworthy and yet I am blessed. I have a house, a loving partner, a good family, cats galore, and I am blessed.
I see my world in turmoil and hatred seems to lead all…I choose love. I choose happy. I choose to walk a good red road.
Its has been no less then a journey of hope and prayers. It has been lined with tears and laughter and ups and downs, and I wouldn’t change one darn thing.
The good souls Creator puts in my path to help me along my way, miigwetch, I am unworthy of your goodness.
The souls I trampled on in my selfishness and addictions because I was so selfishly wrapped up in me…I am deeply sorry…the best I can do is not repeat my past and make the best me I can. Im trying.
It’s not an easy walk, but I am never alone. That’s the big thing I had to learn, and that’s the thing that keeps me going…I am never alone.
My tool box is filled with 12 steps, 12 traditions, a sponsor, a partner, cats, little saying elders have given me…my life is surrounded by a fellowship that amazes me daily.
Thankyou. Miigwetch. Merci. You all helped me get life back. The only way i know to really say thanks, is to just keep on doing what I am doing.
So, now this will come to an end. My day will go on. Tomorrow will come and that’s exactly what its is…just a day…just a milestone…just a start to a good life.